Monday, January 21, 2013

Say it Aint So

I ventured into the doctor today and got some good and bad news. I have put this off for so long because I am so scared of doctors. I went in and she had a student doctor following her for the day and it was so awkward. First off..I get nervous as it is and me having to go through and explain everything 2 different times wasn't fun. But what is sad is that he was more caring and thorough than the actual doctor. She told me that I have a cyst on my neck. And then went on to talk about how their office does pap smears and basically going into a sales speech  I ended up having to ask her how I can treat this and she looks at me without skipping a beat and says "Cut it out". First off she knew about my anxiety with not only doctors but in general. So I again had to initiate the conversation about how to go about get it "cut out" and that's when she finally told me about how I would need to go to a specialist for the surgery. And then she looks up and says "we are done". I don't even know what happened exactly or how I am supposed to know who this specialist is. It was a nightmare. I don't think that I can do all of this again. It is so ridiculous dealing with doctors now a days! So I am not sure what the next steps are from here.

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